CHANGE

Everything changes.
Every single thing.
That's  the joy and tragedy of life. 

People change and sometimes we cannot do anything about it even if that's what we want to do the most.
Out of nowhere,  they just walk out of your life and decide that they are tired  of you and that you are not worth their time anymore.

It will hurt like hell at first,  that is certain!

You'll cry yourself to sleep,  wondering what you did wrong and there will be  times  where you will wake up in the middle of the night thinking you are all alone in this world full of people who never seem to care.
There are times You will ask yourself "when was the last time I had a good sleep" it's for sure that after a while, you'll blame yourself for everything.

You'll think that you are the one responsible for them leaving you and for having the capacity  of screwing up every single thing you touch.

For some time,  you'll have to release all of the pain that's been bottled up inside of you.  You'll turn on the radio at its highest volume so you can't feel anything but the sound of your veins thumping and vibrating according to its rhythm.

You'll scream,  cry and feel every single type of emotions you have to feel in order to be alright.

At this point in your life,  you'll realise you're lost and somehow you'll discover that that's the best way to find yourself. 
You'll find that missing part of you you've lost a long time ago. 
You'll find all of the missing parts of you that you've lost while you  were  crying on your bed with the lights off and the clock striking 3.00am in the morning.
The one you left thinking about what some random person said about you and letting their distorted opinions get into your head.
The one you lost while you keep looking at your phone nonstop waiting for that text from a certain someone that never even got sent.
The ones you lost when shitty things you can't spill out of your gut happened to you.

Pretty messed up, huh,?

One day, 
One day,  you'll wake up and find yourself in a new realm,  a new world and with that, you will see that just like people,  things also change.
Fake smiles turn into real ones,
"Broken" becomes "alright",
Days turn into months..... Years
And when you least expect it,  everything start falling into place,  feeling okay.
You'll then look back to all you've been through,  the long road you've walked and you will smile at yourself and be happy you didn't give up. 

My message to you :

Deal with  life and changes as they come - with courage and grace. 

Live.  Breathe.  Reflect.  Make changes by taking chances. 

DON'T GIVE UP

Sometimes when I sit down to think about every piece of shit I'm going through, I tell myself

''Ceqinatt, everything that happens to you in this life is to prepare you".

Thinking about it deep down,  it's really true because  a piece of metal has to go through fire to melt and turn into a sword...........or into anything you want it to be.

It's the same thing with people....... So be strong because this is just a test!
Really thinking about it...........It's true because you are being melted to be molded into a stronger person.

Like Henry ford said in one of his quotes, "When everything seem to be going against you,  remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it".

Remember that life's big changes rarely give advance warning.
And then I brace myself up with a deep consolation that this 'burning' from the fire shall passss.................

DONT GIVE UP YET.

Ceqinatt
Happy me 😊
Happy in my pain and worries

IMPERFECTION

Everyone is perfect in their own imperfect ways. The word itself Is spelt

‘I'm -perfect’.

There is a kind of beauty in every imperfection. 

I mean.....

We are perfect in our own imperfections.

Secure in our own insecurities.

Happy in our pain.

Strong in our own weaknesses.

And most of all happy in our own way.

It's better to tell yourself

  "I am who I am".

It is easier to be more happy if you look beyond your imperfections than trying hard to be perfect.

Why are you even trying to be perfect if you are already one by your imperfections?.

Beauty and imperfections are a great combination.

They lead to perfection.

In your own simple ways, you wont even realise that you are beyond perfection.

Remember; every simple perfection adds to your beauty.

It will always be the imperfect people that will make you perfectly happy...........

Ceqinatt,
Happy me 😊,  beautiful in my imperfections.